deadlines schmeadlines

the nun likes to set THE most inconvenient deadlines ever.
so far, i've had major deadlines on Christmas day (no joke), the Monday after Easter Sunday (would never lie about anything Easter), and now Labor Day.
the woman is...insane.

sometimes i like her, and i always respect her, but right now--i hate her.

power dynamics

waiting to hear back from my advisor is like a test of...ah, screw it.
it just kills.

my anxiety level is sky rocket high, gmail notifier puts me on edge when typically it makes me happy, and...and...and i can't focus on anything but the nun's response.

i feel like i'm waiting for my punishment.
sitting nervously in arraignment, wishing the sentencing would come quick & the pain be even quicker.

this is an unhealthy situation we've got here, people.
and i'm afraid i'm largely responsible for it.
but damn it, the power dynamics--it's all about power & the abuse of it.
wish i had me some power.

i vow never to be this kind of advisor but chances are, i just might...