the nun made me do it

that's my new motto.
the nun made me do it.

just because i wanna say it.
just because i need a glass of red both before and after meeting with her.
just because it's easier to blame her than to fix me.

whoa, too personal.

the nun made me do it.

kind of like butterflies in my stomach, but not.

am meeting with my advisor tomorrow.
she wants to "take a walk, if the weather is nice."
what the hell does that mean?!
and more importantly, WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?!

i shall hold my own, you will hold your own damn it.
i shall hold my own.

*can't my therapist hold me while i'm on this "walk"?